16-07-2013 :')

Hai, baru buka blog lagi nih. huehueee >.< maaf yaaaa...

oiyaa, aku mau cerita nih. Banyak sih, tapi tetap topiknya ini tentang someone special. Walaupun udah ex, tapinya masih anggap dia special *martabak kali special* *plakk* *abaikan*

Lets gooooooooooooooooooooo >w<


Awal kenal kamu, yaps kamu ngechat duluan lewat fb. sebelumnya aku udah tau kamu. tau kamu anak taekwondo, tau kamu ngepump juga sama kaya aku. tau ko kalo kamu seorang lelaki. wkwkwk

Tapi pada saat itu, aku tau ko kamu taken. dan gak mungkin juga kan kalo aku langsung suka. haha kita kan gak ketemu waktu itu.

Hm, tapi takdir berkata lain. aku sama kamu dipertemukan disebuah Event Pump it up, acara nya itu di Mall ciputra tanggal 30 Juni 2013. awalnya aku ragu sama event itu, soalnya kan malem. udah gitu dijakarta pula dan gak tau jalan :(. hiks bangeeet.

Tapinya, ka windo ngesupport buat ikut aja siapa tau menang. iyaudah ikut deeh. waktu tau daftarnya gak bisa pas H, kecewa bangeeet. soalnya jauh. sibuk juga. untung pas event cibinong, om Ronny nawarin formulir. yaudah deh ikutan muhehehe. untung ya boleh daftar disitu kalo ngga kita gak ketemu >.<

Dan 30 Juni 2013, kita sebenernya ketemu. cuma akunya gak nyadar kalo ada kamu huehehe. aku bantuin temenku jualan pin. dan aku gak nyadar kalo nawarin kamu. hahaha udah gitu sempet mergokin kamu lagi curi-curi pandang sama akuuuu. ciyeeee >.<

Malem nya, kamu ngechat aku. tapi aku bales pagi-pagi, dan hari itu juga aku baru putus dari mantan aku yg-amat-sangat..... ah sudahlah :3
aku cerita sama kamu, banyak banget. kita curhat gituuuu dan kamu support aku. kamu juga ngasih saran "Lupain/Move On". aku masih inget sampai sekarang :'). dan aku milih lupain, karna lupain pasti bisa move on. iyakan?

Hati aku pun tercuri sama kamu, entah ya semenjak itu kamu bikin aku nyaman bangeeet.layaknya Princess, kamu bikin aku melayang~
tanpa kusadari, aku jatuh cinta sama kamu. dan bodohnya aku langsung bilang sama kamu >.< maafyaaa. ternyata kamu juga sama haha.

Terus kita sempet HTS-an, inget gaaa?
nyesek sebenarnya hts tuh, kita sayang sayangan tapi statusnya gak tau. akhirnya 15 Juli 2013 aku nyoba main ke Serpong. takut sih, soalnya kan jauh udah gitu sendirian pula :'(. tapi tak apa semua demi Kamu!

Kita main pump bareng, padahal itu puasa. disana kamu diem sama aku. aku juga jadi ikutan diem. padahal waktu itu kamu mau bilang sesuatu. tapi sampe aku pulang pun kamu gak bilang apa apa :(

Besoknyaa, kita masih smsan. terus makin anget gitu deeeh. eh gak lama kamu nembak aku >w<. di sms sih, tapi yaaaa gapapa. pas aku liat jam 16:07 loh >_< hahahaha lucukkk

terus kita ketemu lagi dan pacalaaan deeeh. muehehehe

Hari hari dilewati bareng kamu, semua trouble, semua moment indah. semuanyaaa kita lewatin. Manis-Asem-Pahit semua kita jalanin. sampai ujung dari Hubungan kita. kamu gak tau bagaimana rasanya hatiku saat itu. kamu juga gak tau bagaimana bertahan ngadepin sikap kamu yg berbeda drastis

Tapi, aku ikhlas ko. karena aku amat sangan mencintai kamu. amat sangat takut kehilanganmu. well is over now. kita gak mungkin ngulangin masa indah itu, aku bukan milikmu. aku miliknya, walaupun hati ini masih nyantol di kamu :')

16-Juli-2013 ~ 23-April-2014

Iloveyou, Wahyu Dika Akbar

Forever Alone Person

Forever alone person, pasti kalian mikirnya "Orang yg selamanya sendiri". mungkin iya juga sih, tapi bukan itu juga artinya >.<

Forever alone person itu bisa di bilang dia penyendiri, kemana-mana sendiri atau melakukan hal apapun sendiri. ada macam-macam orang yg bisa dikategorikan sebagai FAP :


1. Single/Jomblo : mungkin karena mereka gapunya pacar ._.v

2. Korban bullying 

3. Emang pengen sendirian

oiyaa, kalo kalian lagi kesepian pasti juga bilang kalo diri kalian itu FAP juga. atau lagi gaada yg merhatiin juga bisa jadi ngaku kalo dia FAP juga.

Tips biar ga dibilang FAP :

1. Hang out sama sahabat
2. Punya Pacar *ga wajib ko
3. Nge game
atau apapunlah yg penting kalian ga ngerasa FAP. hehehe

Selena Gomez - Come and get it

When you're ready come and get it
Na na na na [3x]

When you're ready
When you're ready
When you're ready come and get it
Na na na na [3x]

You ain't gotta worry, it's an open invitation
I'll be sittin' right here, real patient
All day, all night, I'll be waitin' standby
Can't stop because I love it, hate the way I love you
All day, all night, maybe I'm addicted for life, no lie.

I'm not too shy to show I love you, I got no regrets.
I love you much, too much to hide you, this love ain't finished yet.
This love ain't finished yet…
So baby whenever you're ready…

[2x]
When you're ready come and get it
Na na na na [3x]

When you're ready
When you're ready
When you're ready come and get it
Na na na na [3x]

You got the kind of love that I want, let me get that. (Let me get that yeah)
And baby once I get it, I'm yours no take backs.
Gon' love you for life, I ain't leaving your side
Even if you knock it, ain't no way to stop it
Forever you're mine, baby I'm addicted, no lie, no lie.

I'm not too shy to show I love you, I got no regrets.
So baby whenever you're ready…

[2x]
When you're ready come and get it
Na na na na [3x]

When you're ready
When you're ready
When you're ready come and get it
Na na na na [3x]

This love will be the death of me
But I know I'll die happily
I'll know, I'll know, I'll know
Because you love me so… yeah!

[2x]
When you're ready come and get it
Na na na na [3x]

When you're ready
When you're ready
When you're ready come and get it (when you're ready come and get it)
Na na na na [3x]

Selena Gomez - Slow down

Now that I have captured your attention
I want to steal you for a rhythm intervention
Mr. TSA I'm ready for inspection
Show me how you make a first impression

Oh, oh
Can we take it nice and slow, slow
Break it down and drop it low, low
Cause I just wanna party all night in the neon lights 'til you can't let me go

I just wanna feel your body right next to mine
All night long
Baby, slow down the song
And when it's coming closer to the end hit rewind
All night long
Baby, slow down the song

Dear Kamu

Dear kamu yg disana. Kamu yg membuat ku Jatuh Cinta, dan membuatku Jatuh Terluka.

Kamu adalah alasanku untuk tersenyum dan menangis.

Awal ku mengenalmu, aku hanya mengagumimu. Aku hanya ingin tahu tentangmu, walaupun kita hanya berkenalan dari sosial media. Waktu pun berjalan dengan cepat. Dan takdirpun berkata lain. Aku dan kamu dipertemukan dengan ketidaksengajaan. Akupun tak mengira bahwa itu kamu, orang yg ku kagumi. Antara senang dan flat pun beradu satu. Pada saat itu, aku menghadapi trouble dengan pujaan hatiku saat itu. Dan tak menyangka akan kandas setelah aku tau dirimu.

Disaat itulah, kau datang bagaikan hujan yg membasahi musim kemarau. Membuatku bangkit dan kuat. Akupun tersenyum kembali setelah kau datang, hatiku kembali terketuk dan merasakan indahnya Jatuh Cinta.

Tak terasa, 2minggu sudah ku dekat padamu. Dan ku putuskan untuk bertemu denganmu kedua kalinya. Saat bertemu denganmu, hatiku berdetak dengan hebatnya. Tapi, kamu malah diam. Mungkin kamu grogi atau apalah. Saat itu pula perasaan takut menghampiri. Takut akan harapan palsu, karna ku terlanjur jatuh hati padamu.

Sehari setelah pertemuan kedua, kita masih berkomunikasi dengan baik. Tepat pukul 16:00, kau menyatakan perasaan kepadaku. Dan akupun menerimanya. Saat itulah kita resmi menjadi sepasang Kekasih. 16Juli2013.

Kini, kau berbeda dari awal kita berkenalan. Kau berbeda dari awal kau mencuri hatiku. Semakin kesini, kau semakin cuek. Perhatianmu pun berkurang. Entah, apakah kasih sayangmu berkurang juga? Tapi, dibalik sikapmu yg seperti itu. Aku semakin mencintaimu, semakin menyayangimu, semakin takut kehilanganmu.

Mungkin, aku memang seperti anak kecil. Terlalu manja atau apapun. Mencintaimu, membuatku dewasa. Mengenal akan jarak, mengenal akan kepercayaan. Keyakinan hati ini.

Aku mencintaimu bukan karena kelebihanmu. Aku mencintaimu untuk menerima kekuranganmu dan segala hal tentangmu.

Namamu, selalu ada dihati ini bersama Tuhanku, Keluargaku dan Sahabatku.

Satu hal yg memilih aku bertahan dan memperjuangkan cinta ini adalah karna aku tulus mencintaimu.

Miley Cyrus - Adore You

Oh, hey, oh

Baby, baby, are you listening?
Wondering where you've been all my life
I just started living
Oh, baby, are you listening?

When you say you love me
Know I love you more
And when you say you need me
Know I need you more
Boy, I adore you, I adore you

Baby, can you hear me?
When I'm crying out for you
I'm scared oh, so scared
But when you're near me
I feel like I'm standing with an army
Of men armed with weapons, hey, oh

When you say you love me
Know I love you more
And when you say you need me
Know I need you more
Boy, I adore you, I adore you

I love lying next to you
I could do this for eternity
You and me—we're meant to be
In holy matrimony
God knew exactly what he was doing
When he led me to you

When you say you love me
Know I love you more (I love you more)
And when you say you need me
Know I need you more
Boy, I adore you, I adore you

When you say you love me
Know I love you more
And when you say you need me
Know I need you more
Boy, I adore you, I adore you

Demi Lovato - Let it go

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation
And it looks like I'm the queen

The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I've tried
Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always had to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well, now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all
Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe
I know I left a life behind, but I'm too relieved to grieve

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

Standing frozen in the life I've chosen
You won't find me, the past is so behind me
Buried in the snow

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway, oh

Let it go
Yeah, yeah
Na, na
Here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
Ooh
Let it go

Katy perry - Unconditionally

Oh no, did I get too close oh?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
All your insecurities
All the dirty laundry
Never made me blink one time

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally

Come just as you are to me
Don't need apologies
Know that you are unworthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through this storm I would
I'd do it all because I love you, I love you

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally

So open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart, and just let it begin
Open up your heart, and just let it begin
Open up your heart
Acceptance is the key to be
To be truly free
Will you do the same for me?

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
And there is no fear now
Let go and just be free
'Cause I will love you unconditionally (oh yeah)

I will love you
I will love you
I will love you unconditionally

katy perry - Dark Horse

I knew you were
You were gonna come to me
And here you are
But you better choose carefully
‘Cause I am capable of anything
Of anything and everything

Make me your Aphrodite
Make me your one and only
Don’t make me your enemy, your enemy, your enemy

So you wanna play with magic
Boy, you should know what you're falling for
Baby do you dare to do this
Cause I’m coming at you like a dark horse
Are you ready for, ready for
A perfect storm, perfect storm
Cause once you’re mine, once you’re mine
There’s no going back

Mark my words
This love will make you levitate
Like a bird
Like a bird without a cage
But down to earth
If you choose to walk away, don’t walk away

It’s in the palm of your hand now baby
It’s a yes or no, no maybe
So just be sure before you give it up to me
Up to me, give it up to me

So you wanna play with magic
Boy, you should know what you're falling for
Baby do you dare to do this
Cause I’m coming at you like a dark horse
Are you ready for, ready for
A perfect storm, perfect storm
Cause once you’re mine, once you’re mine
There’s no going back

[Juicy J's Rap Verse]
Uh, she's a beast
I call her Karma
She eat your heart out
Like Jeffrey Dahmer
Be careful
Try not to to lead her on
Shawty's heart is on steroids
Cause her love is so strong
You may fall in love
When you meet her
If you get the chance you better keep her
She's sweet as pie but if you break her heart
She turn cold as a freezer
That fairy tale ending with a knight in shining armor
She can be my Sleeping Beauty
I'm gon' put her in a coma (Woo!)
Damn, I think I love her
Shawty so bad
I'm sprung and I don't care
She ride me like a roller coaster
Turn the bedroom into a fair
Her love is like a drug
I was tryna hit it and quit it
But lil mama so dope
I messed around and got addicted

So you wanna play with magic
Boy, you should know what you're falling for
Baby do you dare to do this
Cause I’m coming at you like a dark horse
Are you ready for, ready for
A perfect storm, perfect storm
Cause once you’re mine, once you’re mine
There’s no going back